Friday, March 23, 2007
NegLecteD
8:08 PM
NegLecteD
haiya, after my little prayer was answered i was like freaking overjoyed... now i feel so abandoned and unwanted... did i do something wrong, or am i not doing enough... i just cant figure out whats wrong! feeling so sad and down now :( i really just feel like crying it out honestly! i think of you every now and then, i really missed those days where you would just come to me, call me every morning and ask where was i; i missed the sweet voice of yours; the accompaniment in the lectures sitting beside me, yups... i really wish you would just come to me again so that i can shower you with the love that i can give, and protect you like i should.please gimme a sign if you still even like me a little cos i really love you, i just can get off my mind. give me a real chance cos i really mean it, you are the first and the one i will truly love. please come back to me.... could it be my expectations are too high or izit just that we dun click? i wanna hold your hand and walk you down the beach in the evening and saying i love you while watching the sunset... oh pls!! someone, god help me help me regain that confidence and make me a better person, forgive me of all my HORRIBLE sins i did this week, but i just couldnt help it cos i really love her!! i am afraid to lose her.....oh god, please guide me and bring me back to the correct path... teach me how to be your better being.爱不是用口说罢了， 而是要去感受的！！！
