ENOUGH is ENOUGH
it really is enough, i had bared with it long enough. i am really pissed at my parents now for doing what they i doing, i dread my life; i dread my home; i dread my parents.... I HATE THEM! i did practically nothing wrong but yet i deserved to get screamed at by them. firstly, my mom does no want to get a maid, for bloody hell sake the maid can release all her stress and she can stop stressing us! but guess what, she CLAIMS that get a maid was to serve me and not to help her relieve her stress, and she always boast that she is rich but when getting a maid, she HAS to take my computer away, cut my handphone subscription just to pay for the maid! WTF??!?!?!? so she said i do my own house work, and i replied fine, but if the utilities are high dun come after me and i got scolded for that, the solution to her again was to remove my handphone! FUCKING hell wat screwed logic is that??
parents always think that they are right and that they are never wrong but i have proven to them so many times that they were wrong, they just cant accept the fact the i am right and they just dun want to accept this new generation and how the society is run!! stubborn ppl! also they never preach what they say NEVER! just 2 nights back my father was lecturing my bro telling him not to do things that will not work and yet, he screamed at me last night non stop even though it did not work!! WTF!!! they just never will admit that they will make mistakes too. i really dread my home, it doesn even fell like a damn home to me! it feels like a jail restricting me to my supposing happy life! i am tired very very tired!
just last night my mom chased my fren home, he almost cried so just guess how sarcastic my mom can get?? she confiscated my phone last night too! come on i just wanted to do my freaking PI so i could hand it up today and she flared up saying that i shuld not be playing since i had so MUCH work to do!! fine i am at wrong but cant she just let me finish my work before midnight so all of us can go to sleep in peace?? why can she ever do that!! screaming at them doesn work either all their response was dun be so rude to your parents, HEY you were rude to me first by not respecting my decision so buzz off!! dun tell me that i have to earn my respect earn yours too! and for goodness sake parents are suppose to be our role models but are they?? they flare up as temperamental teenagers do no difference from us, so wat freaking rights do you have to teach us when you cant get yourself together!!
i really had enough of this shit! i am being treated like a piece of freaking shit!! come on when you need help ask nicely dun scold first!! wat make thing worst is that when help is needed to do the house work we help when it is not done properly we get scolding, when we do it well we are asked to do more, when we dun do we also get scolded, so do or DUN DO ALSO GET SCOLDED>>>> I MY AS WELL DUN DO AND GET SCOLDED I FEEL BETTER THAT WAY!!!
my limit is up almost to the peak, one day i will just walk out of this hellish home go find some where else to live where i can study in peace, earn my own money and live the life that i want! for now i will bare with this nonsense for a little while longer, i will just leave the house earlier in the morning and go home late at night! i ill settle my own house hold chores and settle myself, till the day i really cannot take this anymore i LEAVE! it is driving me crazy really crazy and soon i will fall ill, and even high blood pressure! i am destined to die SOON! thats my life....
and i will never succumb into this horrible shitty life of my! i WANT A GOOD LIFE!