life still sux
my terrible life still hasn ended, wat made things worst is that my dad is out of singapore now... where in US! guess wat happened that pissed me off real bad today... i stood there watching my mom putting clothes into the washing machine and guess what the bloody machine was onli half full abd she picked all my clothes out so as to not wash them... wtf larh, also not you wash is the machine wash de lorh... if hanging my few clothes also so xin ku then i got nothing to say. but it was so obvious that she purposely did it larh! always use this kind of cheap tricks to play me down! so old alr got guts come talk larh... dun want talk then do all this things behind my back! well it really laid me off, from today onwards i shall not help in any housework and let to suffer!! i mean it, i even tried helping today and guess wat after i helped i saw the disgusting act she did to purposely irritate me.. luckily i didn retaliate back. always like to start fights and start quarrels for no f***ing reason... just never get well with anyone! why cant she just take a step back and think whether wat she is doing served any purpose at all... i just feel dam lousy, i feel lonely and left out... if not for ppl in SA i rather go and DIE... there is like no point living anymore, people just dun listen to me ruining my plans again and again, why cant you people just let me have my say. it is my future not yours and you will never determine my future, i live the way of life that i please!!!!!
please just stop what ever you are doing and take some time to think, not onli are you hurting yourself physically with loads of house work, you are dragging everyone down with you to suffer mentally, stop being so selfish and get yourself a bloddy maid for goodness sake!