His Kingdom Multiplies

byebye world

2008-12-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

~byebye world~

new world starts for me tomorrow
the tekong world you may call it
we'll see it goes
hope everything else remains the same
thank god for always being there for me
for curing me of sickness
for removing the fish bone

you have brought me so far
so dun let me go
i know you wont
stay beside me
help me to feel your presence

listen to my plea
my deepest desire
my soul's desperate cry
stay beside me
help me draw near to you

thank you ... thank you

i'll miss you

finally

2008-11-21T00:18:00.001+08:00

chapter ends here
new chapter written
miss things that we lost
ponder over time spent
just dont regret
its all worth it

thank god

@.@

2008-09-21T21:52:00.003+08:00

shall settle down
start the race
really start the race
full speed ahead
no turning back

not doing this myself but
you
it shall come with glory
it shall come with pride
it shall come with affirmation

found the feeling back again
i shall start and end it well

worries~

2008-09-18T23:53:00.001+08:00

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Matthew 6:34

yea indeed! so many things to worry about! let each worry fill each day and not worry about the worries tmr. ironic huh. but yea god has it all planned for us:D

good night

sucks

2008-09-17T21:14:00.002+08:00

wats so nice being the eldest
just sucks that bad
benefits
-get doted on by all your grandparents....
but one thing just comes with it
it meant all other stuff will just have to be forgone
yes
sacrifices to be made
so your life just pretty being arrange by others
you have almost no control over your own life
canceling it is no big man
just that i hate people to waste money
and pay bucks for no shit
well one man's sacrifice for the greater good
why not?

haiz
not like i have not enough shit to get bothered bout
still this kinda crap gotta settle and its just me
onli if someone realli cared
and i mean care...
only if :( only if......

something went wrong

2008-09-15T20:04:00.002+08:00

something just went wrong
lord please help me

this came across to me

God didn't give up on you
when you were lost , and He will
certainly not give up on you
now that you are His.

roy lessin

thanks

times realli running out ya... stupid thoughts popped out
but i will continue to try
with his grace
this time even more forceful
and more godly

i will try

thanks

2008-09-13T23:27:00.001+08:00

honestly! i realli thank god for jeremiah. some how i can imagine to think without living with them. its like the one of the few things i can look forward to. some how reading his word never gets you bored not like studying.

realised many things and i am not the only one. haha seems like many people felt it too:D
we shall see on... ...

(untitled)

2008-09-13T00:10:00.001+08:00

bring me back
life so wrong now
the feeling is just so wrong
just bring me back to where i started
right back close to you
no longer be so lonely
looking up just to see you
guide m thru your ways
just thru this very last lap
please just take me there
end it

thank you

times up

2008-09-11T17:42:00.001+08:00

sian, last paper tmr,bio mcq!
which means the A's are just right around the corner!
its true
JC life
worst years of schooling
result pouring back soon
dunno hows it gonna be like
but just leave the rest to Him
realli hope for a voice to guide me

lost

masquerade 08

2008-08-31T23:16:00.001+08:00

arrow campfire ytd! haha as usual the fun stuff! took tons of photos but not my own cam:(.... haiz... shall post the pictures soon!

Gd memories of sec school days... ...

shape of my heart- backstreet boys

2008-08-29T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here, don't put out the glow
Hole me now, don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become

:Chorus:
Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Send in this beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

:Chorus:

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart...

I'm lookin' back on the things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

:Chorus: 2x

Show you the shape of my heart...

heard this song while walking in town.... old song:P but still sounds good:D
1/4 of the prelims are just over, haha 3/4 more to come
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
anyways teachers' day celebs tmr. wish all teachers a happy teachers day. consider if the world existed without teachers? no more smart ppl exists??

haha so a big thankyou to all teachers!

1 sep also my bro bdae:P just rmbed! lols

sheltered

2008-08-23T10:04:00.002+08:00

its nice being in the family of Christ. one whole family together.

thank you bros and sisters. thanks you jeremiah:D

~one family unbroken~

lift me up

2008-08-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

This road is anything but simple
Twisted like a riddle I’ve seen high and I’ve seen low
So loud, the voices of all my doubts
Telling me to give up, to pack up and leave town

Even so, I had to believe
Impossible means nothing to me, yeah

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
‘Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I’ve been given hope
That there’s a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Somewhere, every body starts there
I’m counting on a small prayer,
Lost in a nightmare
But I’m here, and suddenly it’s so clear
The struggle through the long years
It taught me to outrun my fears

Everything worth having, oh
Comes with trials worth withstanding

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
‘Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I’ve been given hope
That there’s a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Oh, lift me up
Oh, lift me up
Oh, lift me up
Lift me up
Lift me up
Oh, Lift me up

Down and out is overrated
And I need to be elevated
Looking up is not enough
No, I would rather rise above

So can you lift me up,
Turn the ashes into flames
‘Cause I have overcome
More than words will ever say
And I’ve been given hope
That there’s a light on up the hall
And that a day will come
When the fight is won
And I think that day has just begun

Oh, oh, oh, just begun
Lift me up, yeah, oh, oh, oh, yeah, now
Oh, oh, lift me up
Lift me up
Lift me up

good song to perk things up:D
God will always be there to lift us up:)
so never give up and persevere to the very end

tudos

shreepy

2008-07-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

i am dead beat>.<

TIRED

here's a quote

"You don't have to be great to get started,
but you have to get started to be great."

Les Brown

thats all

tata

grow UP

2008-07-03T23:04:00.002+08:00

grow UP. gotta learn ta grow up soon, its taken its toll on you really bad already. make the right decisions before you regret.

:D

2008-07-01T23:20:00.002+08:00

ha!
finally went to get a new bag:D a new baby crumpler:P took quite some time to decide on the design cos left limited designs le and didn wanna get the same colour the class ppl alr hav. got a black one in the end. (btw thanks sean, sengyang, brandon and james for coming)

bballed ytd too. some uncle gonna coach me haha:D

life pretty much like it is now. bball and studying. no more games i suppose:D haha

moving on

2008-06-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

time to put shinppy aside and focus on studies:D

~smile!~

2008-06-24T22:10:00.001+08:00

~Smile.. What's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile ~ Nat-King Cole

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye lyrics

2008-06-14T08:18:00.002+08:00

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye lyrics

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

First lap

2008-02-01T20:33:00.001+08:00

Yay! finally MSA over le... can take a super long break till after CNY then must study for BT1. sianz
not realli looking forward for new year also haha, somethings just have to happen...

jiayou arh ppl! haha this year is a's year dun give up yet! all the way

back!

2008-01-25T20:28:00.001+08:00

lols mia for so freaking long le! haha... mugging for MSA la. the first week of msa over le left with maths and econs left. finished the xiong subjs like bio and chem! thank god. dam tired la. looking forward to chinese new year(or not exactly) haha.

kinda random post
so yeah
>.<

dots>.<

2008-01-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

arh.... MSA coming up in like 4 days?? and they added the bio stuff we were suppose to study for. omg la it is like we have to keep up with our current tutorials and also have to try recalling the old stuff! haiz. not stressed la it is just as what eugene said should hv told us earlier like during the december hols so we can at least be mentally prepared la! tmr got chem test also haha:D and i still not studying=fail liao le!lols

gonna be a long long week tuesday bio, thurdays chem then next next week got econs and maths! haha

zao le la!go MUG

X-country

2008-01-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

arh! x-country at ecp tmr haha! go back somewhere near home again:D ---vs

CCA

2008-01-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

yeah finally the first cca session of the year! haha and today was cca recruiting day. yeah heard from some others the mr ong actually announced to the j1s in the morning of the trials for badminton! haha and so many people actually came for trials and wanted to join badminton la, OMG man the school hall was like flooded for the first time>.< yeah so trialed alot of people girls and guys, and found many talented people la. hopefully we can get enough people this year so that we can ask mrs lee for funds to get a coach to coach us then sajc can make itself a name in the nationals le! waiting for that fer dam long alr la.
after training went to eat wit weiying! haha going NS le soon will be my turn le la! well go in boy, come out MAN! haha:) ya had dinner at nydc, with quite good food and service. sometime shall go there again.
oh ya! and wy actually came after and before council after mia'ing for like dunno how long haha! good lorhs come see the j1 shuai ges onli.haha
arh shall go and do some studyin le la, bio test coming and milestone exam coming! and i wanna get out of the B***** lt la! dun ostracise us can! rest of s11 in lt jiayou too get out of the lt and join the rest of the class! jiayou arh:D

:D

2008-01-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

wahaha... super long no blog le. no mood to blog ba haha. anyways shall start blogging again. first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to waisum:D haha 18 le hors can be our da jie le. ya also happy birthday to RAHUL... haha i didn forget your bdae okay.
celebrated waisum bdae in school! haha sang a super fast song cos the stupid candles wouldn just stay lighted! next time must but the unblowable candles la! haha. lunched at marina with clasa, also to fulfil waisum's wish of having a meal with the class on her bdae. haha:) someone happy le lorhs.
ya, anyways another typical day at school, more information starts to pour in and more tests to come too thanks to the new principal. well test dun always seem that bad do they but we have like 7 exams this year with the big A's to come! its like WTH la. well supposingly if we took the test from another perspective it is a way for us to gauge our abilities at the current point of time, so bad it may seems tests are actually good haha>_< kinda okay maths test today on integration and a bio test coming up on friday on genetic engineering... must study le lorhs haha.
then milestone assessment coming up in 4 and 5 weeks of term which is like just 2 weeks away?!?! lucky the teachers cut topics to the things we studied after the promos if not it is gona be like another promo exam.

Sweet Dreams

2007-11-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Arrow 69th campfire

2007-09-04T23:03:00.000+08:00

me senoirs... sirs/brother scouts

life ahead

2007-07-14T00:22:00.000+08:00

3 mega months of hell for me :)

Title: Jesse McCartney - Why Don't You Kiss Her lyrics

2007-07-09T18:53:00.000+08:00

Were the best of friends
And we share our secrets
She knows everything that is on my mind
But lately somethings changed
As I lie awake in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

Oh im so afraid to make that first move
Just a touch and we
Could cross the line
And everytime she's near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart knows
Hold her close

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
Or would she promise me
That she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside

Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why don't u tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she'll never know
If you never show
The way you feel inside...

Whoa..

2007-07-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

wow it has been a long time since my last entry :p well... haha guess you peeps may know wat i gonna talk about. haha yes! i did horrible for my CT1 and guess why playing dota?? haiz finally deleted it 2 days back and shall stop playing dota permanently AT HOME! dota is super addictive la... anyways horrible results failed maths and bio still waiting for GP and chem to see!!! arghs must work super hard for promos le la no more slacking for me! zzz practically didn do much for hols either..

well today was SA amazing race... quite fun actually but sadly not enough time la haiz more time la then can play longer... reported to sch at 11am yeah !!

an TODAE got mother tongue oral la! omg haha lucky the question tuition do 2 weeks ago so can remember dam clearly in my head! sibei lucky sia! well also the passage reading is quite good also got no difficult words to read heng la! so overall i think it was i good exam for me:) haha

HOLS

2007-06-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

HOLS

holidays are getting dam boring now la... and still worrying about the up coming CT1 for the Jc1s, it would be the first test in SA ba - a major test... haha but why after the hols?!?!?! seems like things can never be finished studying with the DOTA addiction lols... i think i will go study more seriously soon cos may need to go back to vs and help in arrow camp! haha haven been for camp for a long long time alr, really miss camping much >.<

well had CIP flags day for the Lions Home for the Elders. ya. was the usual holding cans and go about asking people for lil donations to help the funding of the running of the home. well pleased to say that many singaporeans are still kind hearted and willing to donate a comparable sum of money to the needy! good job singapore! :) haha i wanted to do whole day cos was free anyway. saw many jealous people on wednesday lols. i was doing at bedok then i saw TJ people, and CJ i think... all camping at the walk ways and outside the MRT! haiz... got one freaking big hawker centre there just go in and ask the people politely la! haha i walked in with an empty can and went about 6 round at the hawker centre of 30 min intervals... and i came out with a satisfiable amount of money... haha TJ people were jealous lols -.-!

anyways back to work... haiz must pia for these 4 day i think then needa go camp le! arghs so busy arh... haha really miss being and school and studying and listening in lecs (slping :p) and all that yups... look forward to plan a chalet or something for CG in dec ba... haha prolly after our OP for PW... late nov also can.. go and celebrate. 2 years in JC and short 2 years as frens... part of growing up.. by the end of 2 years, we'll miss all our frens, the school, the teachers and all... thats part and parcel of life i guess. well but frens will always be frens... thats wat frens are for! there for you always.

anyways JIAYOU 07S11!!! get good grades for CT1 and beat the other bio classes. jia you jia you jia you!!!!

只要笑一笑没什么事情是过不了的！

2007-06-03T19:55:00.000+08:00

只要笑一笑没什么事情是过不了的！

今天的这个post会用华文写吧！在刚过去的周末，我看了一部连续剧。这部戏是我想起了很多事情也同时让我了解爱的伟大力量。方简单来说，爱是不能勉强的恶人爱的力量是无比的大-伟大和牺牲。爱一个人使用一个人的全心和真诚来爱一个人，一旦感觉不到对方的回馈这段爱情会是多么的痛苦的。总之，面对任何事，只要笑一笑没有什么事情是过不了的！：）

Holidays 'R' Here

2007-05-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

Holidays 'R' Here

well the hols seemed to come so quickly... it was just 6 months ago when i was still in the PAE exercise. Now after 6 months, i am in SA and many things have happened thus far. June! time to rest or time to play?? well i believe i is the time for both, however i have loads of catching up to do man. after all the sleeping in lectures and tutorials i really need june's 4 weeks to catch on wadeva i can. which mean less playing time for me (i dun really care. just that i cant get my dam ass to stick onto a chair at HOME! too many distractions to even think about studying man) anyways, i really needa do well in this coming CT... if not more problems will come. with the risk of miss yeo calling our parents, ARGH thats sucks. this june hols would prolly be a mugging one for me, i miss the good old days when we'll go out to lan and play DOTA... haha but now it seems all quiet with little activities going on. i simple reason! we have matured form a 16 year old to a 17 year old now, and playing no longer seems to be the most important part of our lives already... studying, playing sports and keep fit. 4 weeks, 28 days,... it may seems long but actually it is short... VERY VERY short, i will be a blink of an eye and hols are over... i haop i have the discipline to study and do well for my CT haha.... (seems kinda difficult... i have so freaking short concentration) haha anyways i shall some here, and prepare for tomorrow where i shall start my new journey of MUGGING! haha

hmMMM

2007-05-19T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmMMM

seems like everything is peaceful again... but i anticipate another war soon during the june hols... anyways i am like lagging so bad in sch cos i sleep in almost every lecture??haha hiaz... i really need to spend loads of time during the hols to catch up on my studies man... bio chem maths arghs so much to catch up!!!haha. having fun in school as usual and guess what!!! i wannted a beautiful napfa cert!! as in all D's but wth... i got an E for my SBJ! stupid me eat breakfast that morning wasted the chance by freaking 2 cm la! that sucks bad okay! well i aim for gold next year which is at leaast c in everything!! quite possible i think haha just have loads to buck up on my pull ups!! well some improvement though! i can hang on the pull up bar alr!!! haha good right! well i shall just stop here for today an go fix up some of my homework! chinese essay and chem bah my 2 favourite subjects since aeons ago.... haha bye for now

test

2007-05-15T00:12:00.000+08:00

TEST

few more hours to my 2 H2 tests omg la!
guess what i had 2 hours of a nap and now i shall chiong studing le! haha good night peeps and jiayou

its the end

2007-05-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

its the end

it really is the end the 3 slap woke me up and made me make up my mind... i had it really had it. i shall elaborate more on what happened just that i really had it!

see how long i can last man... see what the world has to offer me! i must prove myself right!

Evident WAR

2007-05-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

Evident WAR

a war is brewing again, my dam mom is screaming over small little things all over again just because she has to do housework. it pisses me off man! she keeps thinking that she's the onli one that reaches home late... wth told her umpteen to get a freaking maid she doesn want then stress herself onli. my best fren just wanted to crash sa and all idid was just to lend my uni la pls... on extra pants and she screams i still gotta iron my own uni tonight or i will have not even a single uni to wear tmr la. that sucks bad okay!! onli if i had a maid... i am also dam stress her pls of many issues come on... PW to so, lagging in sch work and bla bla bla... i need my time too pls!!

watched ny vs sa in rugby today... well ny got trashed again! haiz they played still quite okay but they just lack the experience like ACS or RJ... 6 to 10 years for rugging?? and ny ruggers 1 year or 9 months? well anyway 3 cheers for ny they played their best and gave it all... try better next year i believe you can succeed man!

HI FRENS

2007-05-04T23:06:00.000+08:00

HI FRENS

check this out haha

Create your own Friend Test here

i am so like PIG

2007-05-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

i am so like PIG

so super sian la... today pe play captain's ball and guessed what happened... i almost kill zhi yang. haha then i chiong for ball and i sprained my stupid ankle lols... at first i tot okay de lorh then after i go bathe.zzz i swell until super big la walk also difficult, haiz stupid ankle sprain so often, i am just waiting for the day the bloody ankle just comes of its socket haha... anyways super sian day this morning suppose to finish all my homework de then dozed of doing half way dam sian lar still got a mountain full of school work to finish it and i am STILL blogging ironic right! and tmr still got chem spa next week got bio test on DNA and i am onli 70% there i still need loads of reading up and studying and clarification to do dammit man i am so super slack this days... wats becoming of me man! anyway thanks to zy for help me "fix" my stupid ankle thou it still hurts now... and ya the class for being so concern - i am okay la!!!(acting man onli :p actually dam pain:) jking nia!) i think i better start doing my homework soon and ya finish up my dam PI and GP. really really tired but less cos i stop playing dota alr now i need to ctrl myself for surfing the net too often spending too much time reading blogs and chatting arghs... so many bad habits to kick! i guess i just have to kick them one by one! and to jy relax man haha you will get use to cj really really!!!! yups gotta go do work le... and hope i can sleep at 11.30 or latest 12.30 today!!!! i really need LOADS of rest to stop slping in lecs and tuts!

a typical day of mine

2007-05-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

just another typical day of mine

i woke up super late this morning, then ate breakfast and started slacking around doing nothing much. just sat there waiting for time to fly by... at 10 plus i finally decided to start doing some work when i found out that i got loads of filing to do so i started filing and sorting out my papers and stuff and i ended up messing up my study area and took me almost an hour to clear my stuff!!! haiz wasted so much freaking time... then it was soon lunch time and my mom yelled at me down for lunch, lols! i just ate and eat again so dam lame lar make me grow even fatter. then eat le do house work and then it was 1... i had to go tutor my sec4 frens.. and i bathe and went. reached there bout 1.15pm at hougang mall cartel... then started doing stuff and OMG la it took me half an hour to solve one amths question! i was so not concentrating look everywhere stoning and bla bla, then got another fren ask geog questions i also a bit lost but still manage to give some sensibly correct answers in the end. hai.... took out chem to study chem spa and i reach home to find out the chem spa is on thursday dammit la. then tried doing some chem and i ended up almost copying kh chem answers la super unproductive in other words i spent 5 hours outside doing nothing, joking crapping staring and stoning! wat a total waste of time lei... then reach home felt so freaking tired and ate dinner then wash dishes and then watch TV until 9 plus, played pangya then bathe that was bout 10pm... now still blogging and guess wat i still have i mountain of homework to complete... gp, chem, maths induction and functions, bio test to study and econs worksheet and PI TO DO!!!!! and i am still blogging dam paradoxical okay... i feel dam tired lar... slping in lectures not doing homework... i am lagging so bad like as though i will fail the upcoming block test. i feel so terribly wrong and laggy! watsup wit me man slacking so freaking lot... comón it is alr may, i better start bucking up and get my tut done fast and soon, stop slping in lec and tut and get something constructive done instead of slacking, stoning bla bla bla.... i really hate this life arhs... someone pls help me and guide me back onto the right track of studying!!!

haha got to go have a homework marathon alr to finish up all the necessary homework for tomorrow before i get screwed dammit man!!!! byes

一切值得等待

2007-04-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

一切值得等待

felt so freaking emo friday night... cos of something that happened! haiz... well i think this song would tell it all it is my new composition call 一切值得等待... haha yes it is worth waiting! 那一天我真的是看错了什么东西似的。。。我心情非常不好受！！

so heres the song

一切值得等待
lyrics by: shihao
music by: shihao

在阴暗的那一天

雨倾盆而下

我毫不犹豫

上前想借你一件外套

不料被你拒绝了

只能看着你被淋湿

看着你瘦小身影

被雨水淋湿

我的心很痛

不过我答应

服饰你一辈子

只希望你能接受我

我的心只有你

是你使我走下去

永不放弃保护你

一切值得等待

在那熟悉的地方

我看到了你

和他一起走

我的玻璃心就破碎了

忍不住自己眼泪

很悲哀地哭了出来

多么想结束这一切

但答应过的事

不可返回

我答应过你

服饰你一辈子

只希望你能接受我

我的心只有你

是你使我走下去

永不放弃保护你

一切值得等待

我微小的心里

只可以容纳得下

唯一爱的就是你

一切值得等待

yups if anyone wants to here the song tell me... haha
more songs to come bah!!! emoing is good cos i can make new songs:P

Emoing Again

2007-04-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

Emoing Again

what i saw, felt and heard today makes me so freaking emo again... i dunno why... i told myself not to fall into the trap once again but i couldnt, i fell into it again but i hope i dun fall to deep... just let time do its job and lets see how things go... onli if you could feel how i am feeling, you will understand fully, believe in me and trust me!

STOP

2007-04-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

STOP

guess what, haha i decided to stop DOTA for the time being and catch up with my homework... arhs.dota is so addictive!! anyways, i was just sitting at the com and was thinking about JC life then i was like okay, i think i should really stop dota and concentrate with my school work... honestly, too much playing already sleeping so late at nights, and not doing any work at all and feeling so lag behind. SO i decided to stop and i volunteerily gave my WC3 disc to my dad LOL!!! well lets see if i stop playing maybe, my jc life would be much better... i will be less tired more time to do work and bla bla bla.... haha so no home dotaing unless going out with frens!!

anyways guess what happened today i went for my morning run as usual and ran a few freaking rounds then it was weight measurement! so i went to the teacher in charge... i was wearing my sec school pants and the teacher scolded me "why are you wearing this pants huh?? why?" lol then i stood on the weighing scale and guess wat i gained 400g and again i got scolded... haha wat to do i ate a huge buffet on saturday.. jap one summore!!! it has been months since i ate a buffet dinner with my family! haiz so sat i totaly gorged myself and the entire family waited for me for half an hour to finish eating LOLS!!! haiz

okay i think i should start on my work! nevertheless i aim to get 3 A's econs, bio and chem!!! cos i wanna be a doctor hehe:P
save people and do research, fun wat!!! i am a sanguine person haha must be FUN then i do!

2007-04-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

haha today quite fun lei.... or rather stressed then fun! stoopid day got 2 test, bio test and math test and guess wat to study for math test at slept at 4 am... cool huh! just for one test to enthu! MUGGER! well anyway stayed up so "early" to chiong tys and it kinda paid off 2/3 of the questions from tys de so YEAH! relative okay okay paper except for 3rd question, dam lar i never study enzymes!!! then maths test lol! so difficult sia alot of people are going to get zeros... first test onli teachers must discourage us WTF la...
first time in recreational badminton today, haha so dam fun sia... no need to warm up bla bla bla.... just setup the courts and there you go to start playing COOL. well i just found out my racket tension sucks bad, haiz need to re-string with tension 24!!!
after badminton went to see ny rugby boys match and guess wat.... thanks to me i got myself so super malu... i went to get sherry a drink yar then went to meet her at the SA rugger field.... and then saw so many ny touch rug gals there... lol dam malu sia when i pass sherry the drink... they all tot i her "ahem ahem" lol... MY OGL LARH!!! think until where alr...long time no see le mah go say halo... then tease me like free. so dam malu and funny... anyway haiz ny lost... aiyo ny rangers can win de larh... put in a little more sure can win all the way de.. jia you

life still sux

2007-04-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

life still sux

my terrible life still hasn ended, wat made things worst is that my dad is out of singapore now... where in US! guess wat happened that pissed me off real bad today... i stood there watching my mom putting clothes into the washing machine and guess what the bloody machine was onli half full abd she picked all my clothes out so as to not wash them... wtf larh, also not you wash is the machine wash de lorh... if hanging my few clothes also so xin ku then i got nothing to say. but it was so obvious that she purposely did it larh! always use this kind of cheap tricks to play me down! so old alr got guts come talk larh... dun want talk then do all this things behind my back! well it really laid me off, from today onwards i shall not help in any housework and let to suffer!! i mean it, i even tried helping today and guess wat after i helped i saw the disgusting act she did to purposely irritate me.. luckily i didn retaliate back. always like to start fights and start quarrels for no f***ing reason... just never get well with anyone! why cant she just take a step back and think whether wat she is doing served any purpose at all... i just feel dam lousy, i feel lonely and left out... if not for ppl in SA i rather go and DIE... there is like no point living anymore, people just dun listen to me ruining my plans again and again, why cant you people just let me have my say. it is my future not yours and you will never determine my future, i live the way of life that i please!!!!!

please just stop what ever you are doing and take some time to think, not onli are you hurting yourself physically with loads of house work, you are dragging everyone down with you to suffer mentally, stop being so selfish and get yourself a bloddy maid for goodness sake!

LoVe

2007-04-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

LoVe

i really yearn for love!! i need some love cos i haven been feeling loved since a very very long long time... well it goes to show why i am so freaking emo and despo for a gal to love haha... i want to BE loved! writing this now even want to make me tear... haha so emo! what is love?? love cannot be defined in word but onli with feelings... and god made every single person on this earth to love, be it immortals or mortals all of us have human roots which makes us have feelings... but do we really need feelings?? are feelings there to hurt or make use happy?? many a times feelings hurt us, or rather they betray us. come to think of it most of the time do we feel happy or sad, i bet you you spend more time feeling sad than happy. back to love. every living thing on in this world need love and wat the hell exactly is love?? no one can ever answer or make a definite explanation to wats love... however the feeling of giving love and getting love makes one high. the feeling makes you feel that life is all worth living, it is a source of motivation, it is a source of energy, it is a source of life, with no love life equates to DEATH! i really want to be love, love is the beginning and end of a life! but i must resign to fate that i am just a useless piece of lowdown shit that dont deserve any love at all, COS I SUCK.

LOVE!!! i love you but you love someone else.... i decided to give my heart to you and i did but to no avail... when i decided to move on, more problems come ahead of me. i really need some love to motivate to spur me on... to fuel my life to give me hope to live on... I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU and all i ask for is for you to love me back.....

ENOUGH is ENOUGH

2007-04-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

ENOUGH is ENOUGH

it really is enough, i had bared with it long enough. i am really pissed at my parents now for doing what they i doing, i dread my life; i dread my home; i dread my parents.... I HATE THEM! i did practically nothing wrong but yet i deserved to get screamed at by them. firstly, my mom does no want to get a maid, for bloody hell sake the maid can release all her stress and she can stop stressing us! but guess what, she CLAIMS that get a maid was to serve me and not to help her relieve her stress, and she always boast that she is rich but when getting a maid, she HAS to take my computer away, cut my handphone subscription just to pay for the maid! WTF??!?!?!? so she said i do my own house work, and i replied fine, but if the utilities are high dun come after me and i got scolded for that, the solution to her again was to remove my handphone! FUCKING hell wat screwed logic is that??
parents always think that they are right and that they are never wrong but i have proven to them so many times that they were wrong, they just cant accept the fact the i am right and they just dun want to accept this new generation and how the society is run!! stubborn ppl! also they never preach what they say NEVER! just 2 nights back my father was lecturing my bro telling him not to do things that will not work and yet, he screamed at me last night non stop even though it did not work!! WTF!!! they just never will admit that they will make mistakes too. i really dread my home, it doesn even fell like a damn home to me! it feels like a jail restricting me to my supposing happy life! i am tired very very tired!
just last night my mom chased my fren home, he almost cried so just guess how sarcastic my mom can get?? she confiscated my phone last night too! come on i just wanted to do my freaking PI so i could hand it up today and she flared up saying that i shuld not be playing since i had so MUCH work to do!! fine i am at wrong but cant she just let me finish my work before midnight so all of us can go to sleep in peace?? why can she ever do that!! screaming at them doesn work either all their response was dun be so rude to your parents, HEY you were rude to me first by not respecting my decision so buzz off!! dun tell me that i have to earn my respect earn yours too! and for goodness sake parents are suppose to be our role models but are they?? they flare up as temperamental teenagers do no difference from us, so wat freaking rights do you have to teach us when you cant get yourself together!!
i really had enough of this shit! i am being treated like a piece of freaking shit!! come on when you need help ask nicely dun scold first!! wat make thing worst is that when help is needed to do the house work we help when it is not done properly we get scolding, when we do it well we are asked to do more, when we dun do we also get scolded, so do or DUN DO ALSO GET SCOLDED>>>> I MY AS WELL DUN DO AND GET SCOLDED I FEEL BETTER THAT WAY!!!
my limit is up almost to the peak, one day i will just walk out of this hellish home go find some where else to live where i can study in peace, earn my own money and live the life that i want! for now i will bare with this nonsense for a little while longer, i will just leave the house earlier in the morning and go home late at night! i ill settle my own house hold chores and settle myself, till the day i really cannot take this anymore i LEAVE! it is driving me crazy really crazy and soon i will fall ill, and even high blood pressure! i am destined to die SOON! thats my life....

and i will never succumb into this horrible shitty life of my! i WANT A GOOD LIFE!

ShYt

2007-04-11T19:42:00.000+08:00

ShYt

dammit sia today pon school dunno for wat reason also... haiz over slept until 9am, then woke up look at handphone WTF so late le!!! no choice in the end have to go get mc from doctor... dam dumb larh, i never ponned sch before de lorhs ARHS.... i feel so guilty, tonight must sleep earlier le larh and also must set m freaking dam alarm!

arhs i can really feel the stress of the homework piling up alr... too heavy for me to handle, have to slowly clear them. i need a break, from PLAYING and studying.....wish to slp for a long long time and never wake up!!

i am so tired good night ppl

MalaYsIa

2007-04-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

MalaYsIa

yos... today early morning went to msia help my grandpa clean house... haha.. well malaysia reminds me of my amy jie. heys jie jie, i forgot to thank you for listening to me haha.. that day i was really freaking sad and pissed lorhs... then call you, thanks for your advice... remember hors, if you jie hun alr or go back msia, must let me be able to contact you!!! you are really my jie jie. muacks from your little brother, thank you jie.

haha so today went to msia help me grandpa clean house, lol.... it has been almost 2 years?? since we helped he clean. super messy and dirty sia, the floor mop 3 times also still dirty!!! then the cabinets all filled with cockroaches, haiz... old le mahs, come singapore live with us lah... live with cockroaches... we all know you also tired le so come sg.. much much easier for you also! yar... so clean kitchen, wash curtains, mop floor, brush floor etc... blablabla.... super super DIRTY okay!!! haha then i scared dirty>.<>>>>

haiz then afternoon came home until now lol slacking again... haha must really start to study le lorhs if not a level bao fail de... then no u to go.haiz!!! its the world now, a kinda stressed screwed up world!

heys jie must remember hor, where ever you are you will always be my jie! AND will always love you as my JIE! haha sound so rou ma lol...

go bathe and study le.. have a nice weekend...

So HaPPy

2007-04-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

So HaPPy

haha, so happy today.... went back to see some elevenies doing their mural paintings how i wish i could be part of them, haiz... anyways also went to see my dear 0708 ppl.. haha all looked so sian, aiyo cheer up larh ny very fun de really. :) then cycled around seragoon to look at other paintings so beautiful lorhs. then i met caroline and some db ppl haha long time no see them le.. hao xiang ni men wo!!! then i ended up watching 0713 doing their painting. guess what their CT mr poon was diaoing me when i was there, cos i was wearing ny orientation black tee... haha looked at me as though i was a criminal.. LOL. then i saw them clearing up the mess they made haha... so i decided to get a metal scrub.. dam effective lorhs... then mr poon went to buy some powdered detergent then the floor cleaned so fast haha... after that the ny AEP teacher came to inspect the mural then say they all nv paint properly... haiyo clean the floor alr then say painting not good... sian have to clean floor again haha.... then i ended up being so freaking enthu and helped them paint.. patch up larhs... hehe i am quite good duh... i painted some time before haha.. so i am so SKILL too pro les... jking jking.... 0713 did the most work lorh painted since 9 in the morning... all tired le larhs so i decided to do a little bit as a ex NYJCian... really miss ny bad haha... but i will move on told myself le cannot keep bragging on the past it will KILL me.

heys anyway, hui xin thanks for not daoing me lol... ahah still frens hor... dun look so sian le larhs... sleep more and dun tire yourself out le.. haiyo every time see you so sian. well was quite contented of myself helping 0713.hahahaha

oh yar
the best part of the story... mr poon diao me until i helped him paint haha... then he was like tsk all the way cos 0713 making so much noise he buay song alr no one help him paint.... haha then he was like asking who are you then i said first 3 months in ny de now in sa
then he go and BROADCAST... class you see ppl first 3 months in ny still come back help paint, you all there talking...... dots and more dotss... super malu sia.haiyo, they tired le mahs let them rest larh.... anyway i so free so help lorh.

haha
very fruitful day for me i think.... hahahas really got my sleepiness off... tonight must study le larh. especially bio and chem... slp too much in lectures le.. notti me.hehe

wishing all Christians a happy good friday tmr.. remember how Jesus sacrificed himself for us... thank you !

It is TIME

2007-04-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

It is TIME

well i think it is time that i should give up... totally i think. and i think i will... it is horrible, absolutely horrible how could he have done that to my dad. i will move on from here... i promise i will... i will still be loving you honestly and i dunno if i will love someone else as much as i love you... i will try if i find someone good. well love cannot be forced.

i will still love you.

OKAY it is time to move on from here really.
hope there will be a new me tomorrow!

god bless me and everyone else
easter's this week
haha:p
JIAYOU

Oh My God~~ please grant me this wish

2007-04-02T19:39:00.000+08:00

Oh My God~~ please grant me this wish

awww... haiz i tot the good days were nearing for me... but guess what my dad didn manage to get any of the principals... please please just let me back in... i really want to go back there- my second home. well but if in the end things dun turn out as i wanted... i will see how by then... really really sad that no one bother my dad. omgosh!! i am still thinking of you girl... i will never forget you really... i dont hope that you will accept me into your love life... but at least give me a chance to treat you well as one of your best frens.

i love you!

> StiLL HurTInG<

2007-04-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

> StiLL HurTInG<

the reason why i wanna go back is because of you. because i love you truly and deeply... i will still wait for the day you need me and i will welcome you back with open arms. for now lets stay to our own lives and continue what has to be done. i have to keep my promise, to study hard id i ever get back... pls god gimme a chance, i really wanna go back. i promise to do my best really, study hard and play hard, just let me go back... back to where i really came from... back to the place that i can call home.. back to the place where all my memories lie... back to my love.

oh god just promise me this once i will not let you down, i promise... forgive me of all my sins i will try being good... i promise. just let me.... go back. i miss it there!

thank you dad for helping me.. i love you

>HuRtS<

2007-03-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

>HuRtS<

it hurts me to see what you did
it hurts me to see happened
it felt like it all happened over night
but the scar left behind remains
it will take time
it will take months
it will take years
for this scar to fade
or... it may never
no matter how deep
no matter how painful
i will wait patiently
waiting to be your guardian angel
one day i will be your angel
protecting you till you die
i will wait
till the very last breath in me!!!
i will keep my promise
standing by you all day
all night
all i ask for is
to be my friend
let me be there for you
all night
all day
Believe in me
for i will be loving you forever!

i nEEd my sPaCE

2007-03-30T19:51:00.000+08:00

i nEEd my sPaCE

after the attempted murder on Wednesday night i still cant get over it... i now tell myself only one thing, that i will remain lonely and alone waiting for you... i will wait till the day i die. trust me... i need some space to breathe too and calm down think about wats good for me.
i really am sorry if i hurt anyone out there, i didn mean to....

MY LOVE

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

I tried to read
I go to work
I’m laughing with my friends
But I can’t stop
To keep myself from thinking

Oh no
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from my heart
You’re all I’m thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far

Chorus
So …So I say it in a breath
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
See you in a prayer
Dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love

ShaTTerEd

2007-03-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

ShaTTerEd

LOVE ME

I read a note my grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said boy you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your grandma so

We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to
And live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were
Supposed to meet instead
I found this letter and this is what it said

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

I read those words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church
When me and grandpa stopped to pray
I know I'd never seen him cry
All my 15 years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

Between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love me

my heart has shattered into many pieces... and it will take months or even years to heal. but i will still stand by my promise... i will wait for you no matter how long... i will be loving you....always

SUper ScRewED DAY

2007-03-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

SUper ScRewED DAY

super sian arhs today, started of the day with a wrong note haiz... haha guess wat i reached school at 7.59am almost got thrown out of school haiz. long story haha... as i reached hougang mrt, i found out i forgot to bring my dam wallet arh.... so i walked back to take haha... then i went to the back of my house to hail a cab and guess wat, there was no bloody cab for almost half an hour. then i decided to changed another area for a cab and there came the rain!!! haha i stood in the rain for almost 10 mins trying to hail a cab but to no avail again (where are all the CABS) wahahahaha..... so then i took train to potong pasir mrt at 7.45am hoping that a bus will come soon enough but again with onli 5 mins left the bus came LOL...

then started off the day a bit sian and wacko and lost haha.... kinda first day at school then late
the feeling dam bad haha.... oh yar and sorry dear lol... i was late for school can meet you haiz... really really sorry blur blur me forgot to bring my wallet SORRy hors... shld have helped you in econs de then i pang sei you :x

and guess wat the day turned worst when i was playing bball with other frens in the court and a teacher came out and screamed at us saying the court surface mended fully yet and then got one fren he wearing sch uniform and play then the teacher buay song confiscated 2 of our bballs haiz... super screwed day....

well anyways i LOVE my cme teacher.. super nice haha totally understands us teenagers. onli if all the teachers were like him all the students will be attentive hehe... well he made us understand that when some one is mad, he probably is doing it for a reason. Mr yit(cme tutor) left our class with this phrase it is nothing personal it onli means business- meaning that when some one picks at you or get mad at you, dun take it personal think that b cos the are experiencing a bad patch ... so knowledgeable!!!

maybe i shld become a Christian some day soon, haha... i am starting to believe in GOD... his existence hmmmm.....

heys dear really sorry hors see you tmr bahs.. give you something nice muacks!

NegLecteD

2007-03-23T20:08:00.000+08:00

NegLecteD

haiya, after my little prayer was answered i was like freaking overjoyed... now i feel so abandoned and unwanted... did i do something wrong, or am i not doing enough... i just cant figure out whats wrong! feeling so sad and down now :( i really just feel like crying it out honestly! i think of you every now and then, i really missed those days where you would just come to me, call me every morning and ask where was i; i missed the sweet voice of yours; the accompaniment in the lectures sitting beside me, yups... i really wish you would just come to me again so that i can shower you with the love that i can give, and protect you like i should.
please gimme a sign if you still even like me a little cos i really love you, i just can get off my mind. give me a real chance cos i really mean it, you are the first and the one i will truly love. please come back to me.... could it be my expectations are too high or izit just that we dun click? i wanna hold your hand and walk you down the beach in the evening and saying i love you while watching the sunset... oh pls!! someone, god help me help me regain that confidence and make me a better person, forgive me of all my HORRIBLE sins i did this week, but i just couldnt help it cos i really love her!! i am afraid to lose her.....

oh god, please guide me and bring me back to the correct path... teach me how to be your better being.

爱不是用口说罢了，而是要去感受的！！！

my PRAYER ANswered

2007-03-21T17:43:00.000+08:00

my PRAYER ANswered

finally after what seemed to be a long wait, haha i finally got my answer.... i will work towards it providing all i can and committing all that i can afford. have trust in me for i will always be there for you when you need me, if time is what you need it is all there for you, but please dun abandon me for me to live in this lonely world all alone... i will shrivel and die without you, i will cry in pain and yearn for you. so please gimme a chance and let love shower you once again!!! believe me although i may not be the very best but i will make an effort just for you, cos i LOVE you...

dear father,
pls forgive me of all my past sins, make me a wiser and humble being of yours. i want to feel that love, the love that i yearn for.....

another fine schooling day for me haha, so tired and bored, first week bahs i think, sleeping almost through out all the lectures. thanks to a stupid soft ware the teachers are getting kinda lazy and reading all from the notes that were printed for us haiz... so boring!! go home read notes also the same thing haha... anyways got to find out how nice my class ppl are today all so lively:P yups and i am looking forward to PW, seems to be a very interesting subject all the research and group work haha....

I am lost

2007-03-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

I am lost

haha... seriously, i am experiencing all kinda feeling this few weeks... i am FREAKING lost, oh someone pls help me, i need a clear indication, a very clear one... haiz i really need to get things straightened out real quick and find out who i really need... haha

god pls help me!!!

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Dammit!!!

2007-03-18T12:33:00.002+08:00

Dammit!!!

sian arhs, haiz haven been exercising for a freaking MONTH!!!
thats super long lorhs, hiaz tried running today but guess what, i cant even hit a 4km target non stop. thats VERY bad. after running bout 3 plus km, then chest pain and stitches cao ji sian arh! haha told myself in the beginning of the new year that i must pass NAPFA but this year, so i joined dragon boating in NY, then after that thanks to my mom, she forced me to quit and i started slacking for ONE WHOLE MONTH!!! lols. went back to my usual eating spree and not exercising, but lucky still got school if not i definitely put on more freaking FATS >.< style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"> GYM!!!! same goes for gym, haven touched gym equip for like a month also.... haha i wanna go back join DB in nanyang, buts.....(long story)

YeaH

2007-03-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

YeaH

yeah... lol!!! HAHA so happy today, my dad got me a new phone... so nice haha... well things are seemingly getting better for me now, not so stressed except for some bugging from my mom to study... haha so slack this hols playing DOTA like some addict, solid 7 days of playing lei later like that korean guy die of playing lol :P . i think time to settle down le larhs, get rdy to study for A's and get good grades, cos.... i wanna become a doctor!!! surgeon or a researcher if possible haha, i want to take revenge for my grandma!!!!!
to all my juniors that i know out there, time to settle down and start studying for your O's man ppl... though O levels, ordinary level might seem insulting haha but you all must put in the extra effort to study hor... every point in you guys L1R5 really really matters alot to which JC you go. so latest you guys can start would be in may le!! jia yous okay must do well hor haha...
soon i will be journeying on a new phase of my life, at SA... meet new peeps and make new frens, haha FIND a gal and bla bla...heard from some peeps that SA is a very fun and playful school haha... time to play and time to work lorh, SA will rise under the power of us the 2008 batch muahahahahah (hopefully) UP AND ON!!!! really miss ny after reading dicky's blog lol... almost cried, all the fun there and frens and time and........ haiz, time to start a fresh and look ahead, better things are there ahead of me waiting to be discovered i think.
DARE TO DREAM!!!! and NIL SINE LABORE-nothing without labour

haha
good night bao bei blog
shifu

bLAh BlaH

2007-03-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

bLAh BlaH

lol... haiz... finally the appealing is over and i can finally have a freaking break. so much of havoc from my parents, persauding me to appeal to better jcs..... "WHAT THE HELL IS FREAKING WRONG WITH SA???" i ask my mom.... i also dunno lol. to them, the jc branding is all what they want... guess wat it took them 6 hours after that morning to persuade me into appealing... haha which i did unwilling. any jc oso can de larhs is whether you like that place or not, if you like that place you will automatically study correct anot... haha :p

first 3 months in ny, lol i really love NYJC loads still even think about in this days, the fun and experience there was tremendously great. the peers there are friendly and guess what even the seniors are very approachable and willing to guide their juniors. BEST of all the ny night study environment is the best you can ever find i bet...haha. i tried and never felt so song studying before. OG11, i really miss you ppl badly.... and 0708,miss you peeps lots too... all the fun we had during lectures and tutorials yups :)

well, i bet sa can gimme the same feeling, just that i have to unroot myself and regrow new roots in sa and hope i will adapt soon and get use there... orientation in SA was fun duh and i went siao on the second day being the "onest" OGM(sounds cool huh-orientation group member)..... haha not forgetting all the cool gals and guys of sa og13 and not forgetting again our jie jies angel and ruth, thank you hor for making sa 02 so fun haha.. jia yous in your a's

~It coulD Only bE You~

2007-03-14T10:43:00.000+08:00

~It coulD Only bE You~

hi's everyone haha,
i bet not many people out there would know that i have this little blog haha... Anyways first time blogging from myself also dunno what to blog.

First for nyjcog11: stay united ppl there is still a long way ahead of us... jia you and run this race like you dream of! yups :P to 0708 peeps, jia you hor become top students of ny then can see your face in the newpapers in 2 years time. to inno: all the way man haha :) i wish i acn go back to help, and perform the roles i WANT!!! the dead MAN..... to saog13,hey peeps you guy really brought life back to me... keep up the "up and on" spirit(3 cheers for you ppl) and to mich, haha dun so sad le larh anyways it was onli and night's thingy not even close yet. take some time off and mend you heart, you still have me haha- dun look so gloom le larx.
feeling quite proud of my self tho, managed to compose a new song!!! for since aeons and aeons ago. yar can see huh, i am quite a musical guy.

the 3 months honey moon period is over, studies and books are here to come again and this time round it will not be as easy as o levels much more hard work, blood and sweat has to be put in. haiz i hate studying, well who every does like studying....:p BUTS, studies are important they determine your future, sad huh but it is a fact, and the future lies in the amount of cash you gonna earn, the paradoxical of MONEY$$$$$$- money faces. hope to get a cute gal soon haha, pei wo study and kill time.

to everyone out there i know wat ever you do put your best foot forward and look ahead, onli to turn back to look at your mistakes and not weep at them.... jia you jia you jia you!!!!